urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:eyediedforyou "Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear" eyediedforyou 2005-10-08T03:15:36Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:eyediedforyou:15973 2005-10-08T03:15:36Z 2005-10-08T03:15:36Z Watch the clock<br />it's gone around again<br />another day has just gone by,<br />what have I done for this day??<br />to make it better from the last<br />nothing but blink my eyes,<br />sometimes I think it can't<br />or won't ever change<br />always my endless sarrow,<br />why can't i have just one good day<br />keep hopeing it will be the next<br />but i won't find out untill tomarrow,<br />well it's the next day<br />and I don't feel any better<br />I'm still stuck in this hole,<br />as always I'm wrong again<br />it has only gotten worse<br />and has started to take its toll,<br />wearing me down a day at a time<br />someday nothing will be left to see<br />and nothing left to show,<br />I'll cease to be on this day<br />wondering where I've gone<br />won't find out untill tomarrow. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:eyediedforyou:15583 2005-10-07T03:52:37Z 2005-10-07T03:52:37Z Hidden in the shadows<br />sits a young woman<br />crying to herself<br />memories of her past<br />cascade down her palms<br />she screams in pain<br />watching her blood<br />her memories<br />her life<br />fall to the floor<br />nothing but the night sky to help her out<br />she stands barely on her own<br />"YOU WIN... I'M SORRY"<br />she writes with whats left of her blood<br />falling to the floor again<br />salty tears and blood pool around her thobbing head<br />clutching the razorblade in hand again<br />she hacks away at her arm<br />with what little strength she has<br />not wanting to lie in agony<br />not anymore<br />"Goodbye..."<br />was nothing but a whisper<br />sould now released<br />but a broken heart forever living on<br />all she ever wanted<br />was love<br />all she got<br />was hate<br />now she is nothing but<br />another forgotten corpse<br />dead to the world<br />her body lays unnoticed... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:eyediedforyou:14765 2005-10-06T02:51:40Z 2005-10-06T02:51:40Z so this emotion builds and i sway in the wind. <br />i try to keep my balance, but i'm lost within. <br />in my insanity i break and i bleed.<br />i have nothing but my scars to keep me company. <br />this rotting dead feeling inside my soul. <br />where else can i turn, can i go?<br />who will be there, be my friend?<br />is my bloodshed the only end?<br />so tears creep up and fill my eyes<br />and i'm left blank, without a mind<br />a diseased girl, far too pale<br />a bloodstained fairy without a tale<br />so at the end of the day who am i to you?<br />can you call me a friend? can you say it's true?<br />i'm left with this void where my dreams should be<br />but the hideous darkness is all i can see<br />so far have i gone, yet so far still to go<br />with so many things that i still need to know<br />i cover my weakness with laughter and smiles<br />living my life with such chronic denial<br />i swallow the truth so as not to despair<br />when i realize that you never did care<br />i reach deep inside and tear out my soul<br />for in this insanity it has no home urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:eyediedforyou:8970 2005-09-12T02:08:49Z 2005-09-12T02:08:49Z long time long time<br /><br />i'm going to make another journal for journal purposes i haven't done it yet but i'll tell u what it is eventually when i do it all out. i haven't even written in my blogger in like a month. blah. i found a bunch of old pics old memories figured i'd post them in my yafro soon since tomorrow is the first day of school for all u beacon nites. maybe i'll trry to make a myspace lol<br /><br />anyways i'll ttyl <br /><br />im a very busy little bee these days urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:eyediedforyou:3630 2005-07-02T19:32:31Z 2005-07-02T19:32:31Z <center><img src="http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y97/cocktailolive/suicidenoteferkate.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /><br />A friend is one who comes armed but I am always ready to strike back. <br />Say a word or two and sharpen your daggers.<br />Comment to be added.</center>